MY CHRISTIAN TESTIMONY - 2ND PART
Basically, according to my ideals, I lacked nothing or at least nothing of what a young person could want. He seemed to me to be fine and to feel happy. I was an atheist! I was not a calm atheist but I was a convinced atheist and that, on every possible occasion, I fought every religious idea or practice, of any religion.
However, when I reached the end of my musical studies, I began to feel a great emptiness inside me. I felt like I had everything but I felt empty all the same, I felt depressed and very sad. So I started to move away from the sound principles of life that had been instilled in me and, believing to solve my problem, I let myself go, and I began to live my life experiencing everything that the world offered me, without restraints and without limits. Everything I could do and that could give me strong emotions I experienced without thinking twice.