The Fountain that never runs dry doesn't need your good performance to keep flowing. Jesus is the One who loved you first, you can't win that race. For one or two or any amount of mistakes, He will never stop loving you. Repentance is a lifetime thing. He loves you man. A true friend recognize his mistakes and a true friend knows how to forgive. Jesus knows how to forgive, and He calls you friend.
(I don't know who is this for 🙃 )