@blueheart1000 I've been wanting to discuss these thoughts with someone, so thank you for sharing what you did. I hope to hear thoughts from others. These are things I've been pondering in my heart for months. I want to be wise and use the opportunities given me, whether for purchasing a few items for a legitimate future need, or to share Jesus and give a few more dollars to the ministry of the Gospel around the world. Sometimes we need to choose between the two. Then what?