@blueheart100 Tara, you are precious. Your desire gives pleasure to God, even when you have not fully accomplished it, because He looks at your intentions and He will help you in the journey. Please, don't give up, He has an amazing plan for your life and one day you will look back and you will see the goodness of the Lord and His faithfullness in your life in a big big way! His love never ends and He won't break the covenant He made with you! You are right, He is in love with YOU!