@weavers4jesus Prayers for you. It must be difficult. I was there from '86 to '88, probably the most free time since 1949, and in some ways we are more free in the US now than China was then.
However, if we don't do what we can to call out and oppose growing tyranny, it will continue to metastasize. The Communist Party USA no longer bothers to run a presidential candidate because the Democrat's platform already includes their platform, and they are now the government, having won the vote count when they almost certainly lost the vote.