Ctyree @Ctyree@dingdash.com

“Your daughter is dead,” he said. “Why bother the teacher any more?” Jesus overheard the message. “Don’t be afraid!” He said to the synagogue president. “Just believe!” Mark 6:35-36

Don’t give up just because you don’t see how God is going to do it. Believe that what you ask for will be granted and it shall be done for you. We have asked for a fish,
He will not give us a snake. REVIVAL IS COMING.

“But if you can do anything please, help us! Have pity on us!” “What do you mean, ‘If you can?’” said Jesus. “Everything is possible to someone who believes.”
Mark 9:23
DO NOT give up on your nation. Do not give up on freedom. Do not give up on revival. Do not give up on justice. Do not give up on truth. “Everything is possible to someone who believes.” These are Jesus’ words, not mine. #Revival is coming.

Our trip to the orphanage was heartbreaking but very very helpful for the little children! Thanks to all who prayed/helped! We will write an update soon. It’s been too much to process and we need time to heal our raw emotions. ❤️🙏❤️

Hold onto the promises of God dear family❤🛐🙏🏼

🚨 BTJ Programmer Booted from Twitter🚨
BANNED FOR LIFE
NOT for Tweets he posted, but for for Tweets he liked and interacted with.
https://backtojerusalem.com/twitter-boots-btj-programmer-banned-for-life/

@HollySaxby Part 10
And He had been cleaning me up in so many ways, but the consequences of the shame were slowly becoming more apparent to me. The enemy lied to me that since I was deserving of shame, there was no point in dealing with besetting sin: That because I was a disappointment to God I would never amount to anything, so why bother? Except if it had been that clear I would have seen through it. It was just a feeling that lurked around in the shadows as an undercurrent, where shame thrives best. I have read that this is a common thought process among adults who were consistently bullied as children, with nobody to whom to turn.

The Lord helped me move out from under a deep sense of shame which has burdened me for many years.

@HollySaxby Part 11
And that brings me up to date. With shame moved away, I am now confronted by the traumas almost constantly. I am trying to find someone to help me work through them and process the memories in a healthy way. At the moment they feel like a large body of water, dark and menacing, held back by a huge dam. The Lord wants to help me, but I’m not sure where to turn. I’m trusting Him, and putting out some feelers. And in the mean time, getting on with serving Him with what strength and health I have available.

@HollySaxby Part 8
By this time I had left the Anglican church, and moved to fellowship with a healing ministry. Within a few years I was beginning to feel differently unwell. And doctors couldn’t explain why. I was getting visual field disturbance, fatigue, bodily changes, emotional changes, and various seemingly unconnected symptoms, but clearly distinct from M.E. It took several more years before a tumour was found in my head, just under my brain, on the pituitary gland. I’ve told you about this Holly, since you so kindly asked.

Sadly, the normal treatment didn’t seem to be making the expected difference. And I am still a mystery to the top endocrinologists in the country to this day. The top Endocrinologists are still doing tests, tinkering with doses of hormones and tumour-shrinking drugs, and sending me off to get other conditions explored. When one world-leading Professor (who I’m pretty sure was a believer) retired he said to me:

@HollySaxby Part 9
“Endocrinology is a very new field of science. The first hormone was only isolated 50 years ago. We have probably only discovered 30% of the hormones in the human body. It seems highly possible that the reason we can’t get you more well has to do with hormones we are yet to discover.” What a humble man. I do miss him.

Since being healed of M.E., The Lord has done wonderful things in my life, and dealt with so many areas of physical and inner healing, and most importantly given me a love for and a grounding in the word of God. I am so thankful. Yet there has always remained this sense of shame. I knew some of the scriptures on shame, glorious and liberating, but they hadn’t dropped into the depths of my soul which was deeply wounded and convinced of my deserving of shame. I had cried out to The Lord for many decades to make His Word a reality in this area of my life.

@HollySaxby Part 7
Over half way through now!
My theological library started to become a looming temptation to me, and I knew that my tendency towards pride and arrogance could weaken my resolve, so I asked The Lord what to do with it all. It had cost me thousands of pounds after all, and I really could do with that money now. It seemed the perfect solution to sell it, but The Lord game me no peace to do so. I was kind of relieved, but also intrigued. Perhaps He wanted me to go back to it soon? But within days I knew I had to get rid of it. I have since then taken to reading the Bible alone. It later became clear why The Lord wanted me to make such a radical step, as my health was about to take another chronic decline, and I would become unable to read more than a sentence or two for over a decade. But when those sentences were the Word of God, they were sufficient. It was a period of feeding my spirit on the Word alone. It also became life and health to all my flesh.

ESPN lost tons of $ on NFL and NBA last year because of their political stance - so now they are leaching on to UFC?
I can't pay for PPV without ESPN subscription.
I want to watch the fight tonight - but not that bad.
NOT giving my money to #Blacklivesmatter.

When you've lived long enough and walked with God long enough you start to see many repetitive principles of truth appearing over and over amongst the people.

One of these for me is watching the results of someone's life who kept choosing to become more and more self absorbed. They never turned back and became a blackhole of misery. And as they say misery loves company. Always spreading all that poison all over all around them because all You people are the problem, only I am righteous and suffering and so it's my right to destroy your life the way you destroyed mine. That person ended in suicide... Their life and death caused so much collateral damage...

Now I see an entire political party and conglomeration of tech giants and I dont know all what else but millions if not billions of deceived people going down the same self absorbed, self destructive path that has already sealed thier fate for all who don't escape the lies by the grace of God...

Jesus said pray for your enemies...

If we focus on saving souls, Jesus will save the nation.